I love you

It's ridiculous,
that in learning to love.
We often push the ones we love away.

That in learning to be loved,
we meticulously search to find the truth in what's been said.

But the thing is yeh....
The time it takes for that to all be read,
they probably don't remember what they even meant anymore.
They were probably trying to understand why you didn't take their call,
and why the hell
since last Thusday,
you've been acting like a total fool.

It's a small world...
But it's a fucking massive universe
and most of us have enough trouble understanding ourselves
to start to think about how much it hurts.

When someone you love seems to not quite get it.
And can't quite forget it coz
'it's true,
you said it!'
Well. Yeh. I did. And at the time I meant it
but things change constantly and right now I mean this.

I love you.
And if your heart speaks that language too...
you'll start to love yourself and comprehend the reasons i do.

See if I'm happy in everything that I'm doing
and wholeheartedly believe in all the things that I'm pursuing.
There's no reason anything anyone does should stop me believing that IT'S ALL GOOD.

That yeh.
Maybe you could have done that differently
but you can't predict your actions they're the one thing that comes naturally.

So now that it's done and is a part of history.
I have 2 options...
Show you more love
or chuck you out the fucking door...

Luckily. To me. You're perfect.
And it might hurt a bit but my God are you worth it.

I can see in your eyes that you know why I cried,
and you cried,
and that only time will make it right.
But now you want to know why I'm alright?

Well.
I hope I'm not wrong.
But I think you might love me this much too.
And the thought alone is so exciting,
I can't even remember what happened 5 minutes ago...