It doesn't matter that I'm hurting.
That i'm flirting.
With a broken heart.
It's all part of being loved
and loving.
Tuesday, 16 November 2010
General Confusion
I'm confused,
It would appear I'm not like everybody else.
But the main thing I believe is that I'm no different to you
or him
or her.
Bar a few who choose to reap what others lose.
Most of us want love and seek to find a greater truth.
It's a loose concept,
granted.
But all it means is rather than normal, average or planted.
We want our lives to feel enchanted.
The belief that there must be a place where we can truly understand what it means to be happy.
The relief of being faced with not roughly.
But exactly.
Whether this place be physical
or just a state of mind.
Is not up to me it all depends how you're inclined.
What I find. Personally.
Is that pressure get's the worst from me.
Leisure seems to work for me
and writing suits me perfectly.
That's about it you see your actions all come naturally but your thinking
can be done laterally.
And gradually.
Thanks to our main provider gravity.
Everything will come together and you'll be living in your sanctuary.
It would appear I'm not like everybody else.
But the main thing I believe is that I'm no different to you
or him
or her.
Bar a few who choose to reap what others lose.
Most of us want love and seek to find a greater truth.
It's a loose concept,
granted.
But all it means is rather than normal, average or planted.
We want our lives to feel enchanted.
The belief that there must be a place where we can truly understand what it means to be happy.
The relief of being faced with not roughly.
But exactly.
Whether this place be physical
or just a state of mind.
Is not up to me it all depends how you're inclined.
What I find. Personally.
Is that pressure get's the worst from me.
Leisure seems to work for me
and writing suits me perfectly.
That's about it you see your actions all come naturally but your thinking
can be done laterally.
And gradually.
Thanks to our main provider gravity.
Everything will come together and you'll be living in your sanctuary.
CHEEKY!
07904
Now...
That's a number that I've seen before so I,
accept the call and don't dare stall,
as a late call's better than no call at all!
and I..
Play cool....
hoping that it's all good,
hoping that in fatherhood
I do the things my father shoulda done.
especially for my sister.
I wish she knew how much I missed her.
But in knowing that I'm doing it,
knowing I'm pursuing it and doing things you wish you did.
Maybe you'll now chase that dream you've seen.
coz if you don't.
you'll always wish you did.
Now...
That's a number that I've seen before so I,
accept the call and don't dare stall,
as a late call's better than no call at all!
and I..
Play cool....
hoping that it's all good,
hoping that in fatherhood
I do the things my father shoulda done.
especially for my sister.
I wish she knew how much I missed her.
But in knowing that I'm doing it,
knowing I'm pursuing it and doing things you wish you did.
Maybe you'll now chase that dream you've seen.
coz if you don't.
you'll always wish you did.
I love you
It's ridiculous,
that in learning to love.
We often push the ones we love away.
That in learning to be loved,
we meticulously search to find the truth in what's been said.
But the thing is yeh....
The time it takes for that to all be read,
they probably don't remember what they even meant anymore.
They were probably trying to understand why you didn't take their call,
and why the hell
since last Thusday,
you've been acting like a total fool.
It's a small world...
But it's a fucking massive universe
and most of us have enough trouble understanding ourselves
to start to think about how much it hurts.
When someone you love seems to not quite get it.
And can't quite forget it coz
'it's true,
you said it!'
Well. Yeh. I did. And at the time I meant it
but things change constantly and right now I mean this.
I love you.
And if your heart speaks that language too...
you'll start to love yourself and comprehend the reasons i do.
See if I'm happy in everything that I'm doing
and wholeheartedly believe in all the things that I'm pursuing.
There's no reason anything anyone does should stop me believing that IT'S ALL GOOD.
That yeh.
Maybe you could have done that differently
but you can't predict your actions they're the one thing that comes naturally.
So now that it's done and is a part of history.
I have 2 options...
Show you more love
or chuck you out the fucking door...
Luckily. To me. You're perfect.
And it might hurt a bit but my God are you worth it.
I can see in your eyes that you know why I cried,
and you cried,
and that only time will make it right.
But now you want to know why I'm alright?
Well.
I hope I'm not wrong.
But I think you might love me this much too.
And the thought alone is so exciting,
I can't even remember what happened 5 minutes ago...
that in learning to love.
We often push the ones we love away.
That in learning to be loved,
we meticulously search to find the truth in what's been said.
But the thing is yeh....
The time it takes for that to all be read,
they probably don't remember what they even meant anymore.
They were probably trying to understand why you didn't take their call,
and why the hell
since last Thusday,
you've been acting like a total fool.
It's a small world...
But it's a fucking massive universe
and most of us have enough trouble understanding ourselves
to start to think about how much it hurts.
When someone you love seems to not quite get it.
And can't quite forget it coz
'it's true,
you said it!'
Well. Yeh. I did. And at the time I meant it
but things change constantly and right now I mean this.
I love you.
And if your heart speaks that language too...
you'll start to love yourself and comprehend the reasons i do.
See if I'm happy in everything that I'm doing
and wholeheartedly believe in all the things that I'm pursuing.
There's no reason anything anyone does should stop me believing that IT'S ALL GOOD.
That yeh.
Maybe you could have done that differently
but you can't predict your actions they're the one thing that comes naturally.
So now that it's done and is a part of history.
I have 2 options...
Show you more love
or chuck you out the fucking door...
Luckily. To me. You're perfect.
And it might hurt a bit but my God are you worth it.
I can see in your eyes that you know why I cried,
and you cried,
and that only time will make it right.
But now you want to know why I'm alright?
Well.
I hope I'm not wrong.
But I think you might love me this much too.
And the thought alone is so exciting,
I can't even remember what happened 5 minutes ago...
Dunno
I invision a rhythm that's given life from a serum of underated decisions that made the life that i'm living.
And though I speak clear of visions and understanding our prisons.
I wish I knew what it meant,
that now and then a collision
is how i see the beginning.
Of what will be the way I've risen,
to the point at which i'm giving
all that I can give worth giving and
I hope that it's enough for you,
I hope I've got enough to do it,
hope i've got enough to give to make you know that you'll persue it.
And though I speak clear of visions and understanding our prisons.
I wish I knew what it meant,
that now and then a collision
is how i see the beginning.
Of what will be the way I've risen,
to the point at which i'm giving
all that I can give worth giving and
I hope that it's enough for you,
I hope I've got enough to do it,
hope i've got enough to give to make you know that you'll persue it.
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