Black & White 1.

Could I say I truly believe everything is black and White?
Could I say I think things are that simple, and we're all searching for the same insight?
I might. But before reaching that conclusion I'll do what I know best and preach confusion.
Teach delusion.
So you can find out for yourself if life's as difficult as it seems.
Or if it's all just an illusion and we're driven but by our dreams.

It leans more one way from where I'm standing.
Although I sit on the fence where I'm sure I'll be for my days outstanding.
Landing on my feet is my main priority,
and for this I trust fate even if he can be somewhat derogatory.
See for me, ideally. This would be the universal philosophy.
And perhaps if we all agreed neither he nor she would be the boss of me.
Maybe there would be no saying saying nothing in this life comes for free,
and maybe we would be more inclined to say exactly what it is we see.
Everything just, meant to be.
And inner peace achieved, mentally.
Mental. A mentality so tranquil yet brushed aside as if left to rot in a landfill.

And what is my other option?
Let my mind worry and develop a concoction of blurry unfinished agendas.
Get so worked up take to heart the offence of the offenders.
To me that’s senseless even if because of it I‘m often left feeling defenseless.
When I take control of the fear I begin to relax, think clear and realise what it is I’ve learnt.
That tear I shed gave me strength, however much it may have hurt.
And Once again I can sustain the belief that what will be will be.
That to get to the good I have to know the bad…you see,
I do believe that fate will take control ultimately,
But that’s not to say I’ll get there if I don’t strive to reach my goal positively.
I have to nurture this gift I was given,
And we all have a gift but once you know it it’s your decision.
Will you let it take over you and believe this is your path,
Or give up because of those that will laugh?
Be confident in yourself and believe me it will pass.
It won’t last and you’ll feel true bliss over those afraid to be unmasked.
Funny though…..I’m writing about thinking less, lowering stress, not letting your head get in a mess.
Yet as usual I can’t help but to confess my inner thoughts,
Which they themselves have been a test for which these are the final reports.
I have in fact just shown.
I can’t live my life on just those beliefs alone.

I don’t know what it means.
It’s just some thoughts on what I’ve seen and how it seems to me.
So yes. Maybe I do think everything is as simple as black and white.
But at the same time I also believe it could be total shite.
I’ll keep on going though,
So I’ve got something that I’m proud to show.
Coz if it really was that simple…I’d have nothing left to write below…